First Love, Unaccompanied

By John Grey

I cried out, “There she is!”

The crowd turned as one.

But they saw nothing.

She was gone.

They shook their heads.

Then looked at me

like I was either a charlatan

or a fool.

 

But I swear to you,

I saw her.

She had long blonde hair.

A pale face.

Slim body.

And she wore a long white robe.

Her feet were bare.

She appeared out of nowhere

and disappeared the same way.

 

The crowd dissipated.

A few even thumped me

as they passed,

purposely

though they made out

like it was just an accident.

Eventually,

I was all alone.

 

That, of course,

is when she reappeared.

I wasn’t surprised.

Merely disappointed.

I had not yet

learned to appreciate

what was mine alone.

If others didn’t know,

I reckoned,

then how could I.

 

She beckoned with her finger,

a lip-splicing tongue,

The moment

had need of so many.

And I was the only one there.

John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in New World Writing, North Dakota Quarterly and Lost Pilots. Latest books, ”Between Two Fires”, “Covert” and  “Memory Outside The Head” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in California Quarterly, Seventh Quarry, La Presa and Doubly Mad.