Hot Comfort in Morse Code

By Rhonda Rosenheck

This ceramic mug I clutch 

to my cheek in morse code

—touchdown-ouch-touchdown—

is too hot for the comfort I seek, 

yet contains what I mean when 

I beg to be soothed. I know,

sharp heat will dissipate 

because cooler air fogs 

steam into tears.

 

My hand reaches round

the vessel searing its skin,

and I sip. Tea dark enough 

to jolt me and hot enough 

to blister my tongue, 

 

because waiting too 

long brings cold comfort,

fine for refreshment but not 

for consolation. Warmth

and a few drops of honey

 

soothe my throat, raw 

from too much meaning. 

I take it with nothing acerbic 

as lemon and no cream to swell 

mucous membranes until they 

cry out that, after all, the pain is 

too much to contain.  Safer, 

the elusive comfort of this mug, 

an SOS, burning my cheek. 

Poet Rhonda Rosenheck edited Thriving: An Anthology (Exsolutas Press, 2024) with a NYSCA Individual Artist’s Grant through Saratoga Arts. She and her beloved live on a dirt road between Albany, NY, and the Berkshire Mountains. Her books include The Five Books of Limericks: A chapter-by-chapter re-reading of the Torah (Ben Yehuda Press, 2023), Looking (Elephant Treehouse Press, 2018), and Yiddische Yoga: OYsanas for Every Generation (Ben Yehuda Press 2016). Rhonda’s poems have appeared in magazines, journals, and anthologies. One was theatrically performed. In July 2023, Rhonda was the resident poet at the Fish Factory Arts Centre in Stöðvarfjörður, Iceland.