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Summer 2024 - Featured Author Kajsa Ohman, author of " Happiness "

Kajsa Ohman
We asked Kajsa Ohman about her work, life, and advice for the readers

Kajsa Ohman spent 70 years of her life playing guitar and being a stage performer. Now, at 85, she feels it’s time to do something less physically demanding, such as write poetry and novels. Wish her luck.

Macrame: You embody so many things for so many people. You are an accomplished author, a veteran musician and a folk singer. You are a free-spirited icon, a certified life coach and a role model for many. You exemplify how to live the life full of “joie de vivre.” How does writing fit into your life? How did your writing journey begin and what does it mean to you now?

Kajsa Ohman: I tried writing short stories when I was in my twenties, but I didn’t feel like submitting to any of the disciplines to which I supposed a writer must submit. I could see I wasn’t that good—not like O’Henry (meaning I couldn’t think up tricky endings). Besides, my life was in tumult, as I joined a band, got married, had a baby, got divorced, lost the child, married again and had two more sons. All that took a few years, and by then I was a committed traveling entertainer.

Macrame: Where are the roots of your stories and poems? What or where is the birthplace of the characters and themes you write about?

Kajsa Ohman: I grew up in a literate household of the 40’s, so my books were the original versions of Wind in the Willows, Grimm’s Fairy Tales, Winnie-the-Pooh, Alice in Wonderland, Secret Garden, Anne of Green Gables, that sort of fare. They’d be the root, in the sense that when I write (or read) I still want the feeling that I had then. I think this is why much modern literature doesn’t grab me; the focus has become “Our world is dreadfully fucked-up, what can we do about it?” Not that there isn’t plenty of need for that kind of book, but it’s not likely to carry me away to that mystical place where fictional characters lead their fictional lives before my very eyes and even inside my very heart.

Macrame: Some authors write themselves into their work, for others writing is a form of escape, a chance to experience life as a different person. What are your thoughts on your characters’ capacity to represent you?

Kajsa Ohman: All my characters are pieces of me. So, when I write a character like the hideously selfish earl in my first novel, I’m pretty shocked to discover, “Oh yeah, I know all about how that feels, poor man.” I get to explore parts of myself that might even scare me—like, I’m tall, fearless, a great horseman, profoundly gifted, with no patience for bullshit. Wow, that’s me? Yes it is, because I’ve walked out onto a stage with a thousand people stamping their feet for Jerry Garcia, and that’s who I had to be. In short, I’m much more than meets the eye—and so are you.

Macrame: Some people write because they dream to have their work published, yet there are those who are happy to write with little regard for whether their words will ever find a boarder audience. To what camp do you belong? What are your views on the merits of publishing?

Kajsa Ohman: I hunger and thirst to publish. Why? Because I want someone to read what I write. Otherwise I’m just hollering down a rain barrel. It was the same with music. I love sitting alone, working out a new song—but sooner or later, I want to play it for another human ear. The audience, whether reader or listener, is what makes something a möbius continuum instead of a dead end.

Macrame: Who are you as a reader? How did becoming a writer influence, if at all, what and how you read?

Kajsa Ohman: I’m a constant reader now, but for years I wasn’t. I’ve always loved Henry James, though now I only like his last 3 impossible books. I’m presently reading impossible Proust, and I can’t tell you why, except it’s the most extraordinary stuff I’ve ever read. So evidently I like reading impossible stuff. But if the meaning is impossible, at least I want every word to be important, to shine; therefore James and Proust. Also I like the Victorians and post-Victorians in general—dear old Trollope, who can really spin a yarn; swanky Edith Wharton; even Hawthorne. And, hm, I think I’m seeing something else here: I like to be drawn into a world of opulence and elegance, a world which hardly exists anymore because we can’t really afford to have a handful of people living like Proust while the rest of us climb into our handbaskets.

Macrame: In the recent years, you have discovered a passion and a calling for helping others as a certified life coach. How did this come about, and did this transform who you are as a writer?

Kajsa Ohman: Ah, dammit, I’d be such a good life coach! I mean this. But when I started working seriously with a coach myself, I discovered an interesting thing: I only want to write, play music, and paint. I don’t want to run a business, or fret about where I can dig up clients. Most of all, I want to look at my calendar for the day and see absolutely nothing on it. A free day! Yay, another free day! I’m turning 85 next week. I always thought old meant nothing, you just keep doing what you were doing. But the thing is, I’m old. It’s fantastic. I want to lean back and light a cigarette (but only one a day). I want to reign like a queen over my silent, sunlit, eventless landscape of life. And write.

Macrame: It would be amazing to share a cup of tea with you and hear your stories about the fascinating experiences in your life. What can you share with our readers?

Kajsa Ohman: Let’s make it a martini—oh wait, dammit, I can’t drink them anymore. Too old. Readers, if you are reading this publication, you probably already know quite a bit. Really, this is such an age of knowledge, and I mean about priorities, magic, spirit, positivity, the important what-do-I want-to-do-with-my-one-life decisions. It’s quite different from when I graduated high school in the 50’s, when any oddball choice, especially for the arts, made you a weirdo. Actually, I quit high school within 5 months of graduation. The principal told me I couldn’t do anything without a diploma, and I told her I wanted to be a folksinger. Then she told me all folksingers had diplomas, and I told her—suddenly not being able to think of a single folksinger—that, uh, Burl Ives didn’t have a diploma, and she told me that he certainly did. Then she told me you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink. I did drink, though. I hitchhiked that winter from San Francisco to Vermont with 2 not-boyfriends, and there, in the snowy ski town of Stowe, I graduated with honors, AND THEN became a folksinger. As you can see from this little bit, if we were sitting drinking whatever, I would likely have more stories than anyone would want to hear. If, however, anyone wants to hear about my life in music, they can look up Kajsa Ohman/Still Ramblin’, and they’ll find about 30 chapters. It’s well worth the trouble. I only stopped writing because I was starting to get to the rather seedy part, where we had become almost closer to petty criminals than musicians. I have, it’s true, had an interesting life. That’s what I wanted.

Macrame: If you were to give any advice to our readers what would it be? It doesn’t have to be just about writing.

Kajsa Ohman: Get better at it.

For instance, leave a page of your ms, one you think is really perfect, up on your computer for a while. Go back later and stare at it. I bet you’ll see a dozen things that could be stronger, that don’t fit, that just don’t sound good, that don’t nail your idea, or whatever. Definitely read aloud. If you like a writer, read that writer aloud. You’ll catch a lot of what makes you like him/her. Also, have a variety of readers in mind. Maybe your English teacher would love what you wrote but your downstairs neighbor wouldn’t get it. See how many different kinds of people you can imagine getting it.

I’d give the same advice about life: Get better at it.

Macrame: What is next in store for you?

Kajsa Ohman: Oooh, I wish I knew. I have some novels that are by this time screaming to be published, and I’d like to think this is actually in store for me. One thing I suspect may be in store, though, is that I’ll be living in my own house, and I’ll have my own writing room. And a garden. Wait, there is something in store! In August there is a guitar flatpicking workshop in, of all fantastic places, the island of Ortygia in Italy, and I am signed up. And learning Italian. I’m not even sure I have to think beyond that blissful event. However, if I could please have the workshop, then the writing room, then the publication of at least one novel, I could go out on a golden cloud.

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Spring 2024 - Featured Author Diane Webster, author of the poem " Back in Line "

Diane Webster
In this interview we asked Diane Webster about her work, life, and advice she has for the readers

Diane Webster’s work has appeared in “El Portal,” “North Dakota Quarterly,’ “New English Review,” “Verdad” and other literary magazines. She had a micro-chap published by Origami Poetry Press in 2022 and 2023 and has one forthcoming in 2024. A poem of Diane’s was nominated for Best of the Net in 2022.

Macrame: You have been writing since an early age, and there is a life-affirming quality and a certain lightness to your writing, which gives readers tremendous joy. With over 2,000 poems published around the world, writing has clearly had an enduring presence in your life. What does your writing mean to you, and how has that evolved over time?

Diane Webster: Writing has always been my passion, and I am so grateful I discovered that at an early age even if I didn’t wholly realize it at the time. Writing keeps me alive, keeps me engaged, keeps me interested, lets me keep discovering and allowing the child inside to escape. Writing came naturally to me. Once I learned the alphabet and how to put words together, I wrote my stories. It was a way to express myself, to tell what was inside me, to release that creativity. Then the desire to share, to publish my work wiggled into my being. But I was afraid. Afraid of exposing myself, afraid of judgment, afraid no one would care. Since retirement, writing is a blessing. When I am writing, I am at my happiest.

Macrame: Your writing is often grounded in everyday life – simple human experiences, familiar objects, and observations of nature. Yet, through your craft, you elevate ordinary things and make them sparkle. Is this an intentional choice for you or an intuitive tendency to write this way?

Diane Webster: Both, but more intuitively I would say. Through my career I narrowed my attention from panoramic views to single scenes. Instead of the entire snowcapped mountains, I zoom in on the bit of snow that broke away and rolled a path halfway down the mountain. I would like people to notice the simple, little things in life that maybe they couldn’t see before because the mountain was too big. Awesome, yes, but look over here. This piece of snow pushed itself away and slid gleefully down its mother’s roof top. Hear the giggles? Feel the wind through each bonded snowflake? Breath deep the crisp, rushing air?

Macrame: Throughout your poetry there is a sense of an author who treats every subject, no matter small, as precious, deserving your full attention. Do you have to work hard to achieve this effect? Is this a reflection of how you see and interact with the world around you?

Diane Webster: The world is precious, and we have so much to be grateful for. All we have to do is look and take it in. The big picture doesn’t have to work hard to be seen. Many times the smaller aspects of life are ignored. I thought of myself as one of those smaller, ignored objects so I want to bring attention to those objects. Show they have worth and wonder and awesomeness. Yes, this is how I view the world around me. The hillside is alive with blooming wildflowers, but I’m in awe of the one stem growing beside the wooden fence posing for anyone who cares to see. I see that.

Macrame: Early on, as a self-taught writer you often relied on editorial comments for feedback on your work. How meaningful to you has the relationship between your writing and the response you received from the external world been? How has that relationship changed overtime?  

Diane Webster: In the beginning it was very important. I may not have liked what I heard, but I learned and tried to incorporate those suggestions into my writing. Later I learned that I didn’t have to take all the feedback as the right way to write or to get my ideas across. It was an epiphany that I could use an editor’s opinion or discard it. I always appreciate when an editor gives feedback. But I have learned that I am the one who has the choice to incorporate it or not. I have learned to trust myself but listen to others.

Macrame: How is your poetry born and brought into life? Does the story appear to you all at once, or do you develop each poem bit by bit, over time?

Diane Webster: Usually a poem is inspired by an image. Then I decide what that looks like to me or what other image it reminds me of and how I want to represent that image. As I write and play with words, the poem develops quickly from there. Usually within minutes. I picture the scene in my mind and write the words to describe what I see or what I feel while the movie plays out in my brain. Sometimes a phrase intrigues me or a sound. I play with these in my mind before I write. Like moving jigsaw puzzle pieces around until they fit and start to display a picture.

Macrame: Who are you as a reader? How did becoming a writer influence, if at all, what and how you read?

Diane Webster: I read what interests me. It’s my escape or my way of seeing through another person’s eyes. I read a lot of World War II non-fiction. I always read Stephen King novels. I have recently gotten into detective novels. I am amazed at a wonderfully phrased sentence and how easily that showed exactly what needed to be shown. “I wish I had written that,” goes through my mind. I don’t think me being a writer influences what I read, but like I said I do notice those special sentences or turn of phrases that certainly invoke awe and envy.

Macrame: Your poetry can be found in many places throughout the web. Is there a place where we can find a collection of all or most of your poetry in one place?

Diane Webster:  No, there is no place where my work is archived. Only in the file cabinets I have at home.

Macrame: If you were meeting our readers for a fireside chat, what stories from your life or bits of wisdom would you share with them? It doesn’t have to be related to writing.

Diane Webster: Persistence is a major factor. Works for writing. Works for life. One “bit of wisdom” I give is, “If you can make it through the first 100 rejections, then you’ll be okay.” I’ve seen people’s eyes widen trying to image 100 rejections. But 100 rejections aren’t that many. I recently had a poem accepted that had been considered by 47 different editors. Persistence.

Macrame: What is next in store for you?

Diane Webster: I would like to publish a chapbook or several chapbooks of my poems. I would like to publish in a major publication. I would like to continue to write. Write until I die.

 

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