Where did he go?
That young man of height and
charm, with a pleasant mien
and a love of women, who
would often give to him
more than he deserved….
When did he perish?
This man who flew unbeckoned
Into a war zone, living in a city of
beauty and Asian grace, under siege
by an evil army, a place where death
was sudden, random, quiet–
if you heard the explosion,
then you knew you were whole.
Where did he go, this dauntless
globe trotter—landing in one
country with a few bucks yet
unworried—he knew, just knew
he’d find a job, make new friends.
Once in Tokyo he held a 100 yen coin
in his hand, all the money he had
in the world, and smiled, the way
only youth can smile, for old age
remains an abstract, a foreign land
of little interest to those still on fire
with life….
And so the old man ate the young man,
as the old long have devoured youth
since life burst forth in an empty world.
In truth though, it was only my old body
subsuming the godlike one that used to
carry my soul In this world of 4 dimensions.
The mirror shows me an old man– it’s a trick!
I know the young man is hiding within—
He, me, I am 24, only 24 years old,
And I do not age, not since, well,
I was twenty-four and swam with death.
You can laugh, I don’t care,
for I am young, and will always
be young, in this life, and I
guess, in the next one too.
Nolo Segundo, pen name of L.J. Carber, 77, in his 8th decade has had poetry published in over 200 literary magazines/anthologies in 16 countries. Cyberwit.net has released 3 collections on Amazon: ‘The Enormity of Existence’ [2020], ‘Of Ether And Earth’ [2021] and ‘Soul Songs [2022].. These titles reflect the awareness he’s had for over 50 years since having an NDE whilst almost drowning in a Vermont river: That he has, or is a consciousness that predates birth and survives death, what poets since Plato have called the soul.